Entries for June, 2007
I've turned into an owl,
The one which awake at night,
and sleeps at dawn,
But unlike an owl,
I'm an useless scum.
Useless as can be,
I might be the worst,
For I'm not known for my talent,
Nor my extraordinary achievements,
I'm actually not known at all.
In my life, there is no light,
I live in the darkness,
Cold and creepy as can be,
I stumble and fall as I walk,
Because I can't see anything in sight.
I can hear other peoples' voices,
Laughing and cheering with excitement,
Smiles all over their faces,
Overcoming obstacles,
As I sit and watch by the side,
All because they can see a light.
The light, is an important asset,
As important as it can be,
In a person's life,
Without it, life would be nothing,
Life would be filled with darkness.
I, now, can't see a shimmer,
Nor a twinkle,
Not a single ray of light,
I envy those who can see it,
I'm jealous for those who have it.
I'm clueless of what's ahead of me,
Waiting for me,
To pull me down,
To make me stumble,
To make me fall.
I can't see, the light,
Is it just me?
Or there is someone else like me?
I don't know.
For those who sees the light,
Will chase the light,
For those who are trapped in darkness,
Will feel clueless and hopeless,
I'm one of them.
Maybe I'll see the light one day,
And on that very day,
I'll chase the light,
Untill I reach it,
I wish that day would come soon,
For I don't have much time left,
I'd be alone if it doesn't come soon,
I'd be left behind, weeping in sorrow.
The light,
A special thing which only you can see,
An unique object which only you can feel,
A delicate animal which only you can catch,
Catch it and never let it go,
Run after it,
As if there's no tomorrow,
Caress it with love,
Feed it with your soul.
{ mood } melancholy
Written by YiJern at 02:02 AM.
I envy people around me,
They are either talented,
Full of charisma,
Bubbly charm and grace,
Good looks and wealth make them popular,
Good brains and grades make them well-known.
The people around me,
Always have somthing better,
Stupidity has good looks,
Ugly has good brains,
Clumsy has bubbly charm,
Coldness has talents,
And I,
Am nothing like them.
Being around them,
I hear a melancholic tune,
A tune so sad,
I can't bear,
A tune where I sense doom.
I can never achieve what I aspire,
Because I do not have the burning fire,
Not because I can't have it,
It's because the people around me,
Douse me with cold water.
{ music } DBSK-5 in Black
{ mood } thoughtful
Written by YiJern at 11:05 AM.
"Life's a brief candle",
Says William Shakespear,
But how many realises it's true?
We live, we die,
In happiness, in sadness,
Everything seems so meaningless,
When we eventually have to leave it behind.
To live is to die,
There is no other way,
I can agree more,
Where there is life,
There is death.
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Imagination
To achieve great heights,
Is merely an imagination,
For one can't do it,
Imagine it.
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Simplicity
An imbecile child,
Could be smarter than a genius,
Ironic isn't it?
Simple thoughts of a child,
Beats complicated from a genius,
Simplicity beats complexity.
{ music } DBSK-Hug
{ mood } morose
Written by YiJern at 11:23 AM.
kid: mommy.....i heard some noise outside my window..
mommy: go away...mommy's ignoring you...(lying on a bed)
kid: ..........
mommy: go find daddy...
kid: ok..(walks) nevermind smchee...daddy'll do something..(smchee is a doll)
(enters room)
kid: daddy...i heard some noises outside my window...
daddy: go to bed..daddy's busy..
kid: but daddy....
daddy: go to bed...my life wasn't meant to be like this..i had plans..your mother had plans...i had never smiled once since you were born..now go to bed...
kid: ............(walks out)
kid: it's okay smchee...just because my parents asked me to get kidnapped doesn't mean they don't love me...c'mon..maybe we'll get some sleep before we die...
(enters own room)
(window pane smashed)
kid: eeeeekkk!!
*shuffle* *scruffle* *bang* *crash* *shuffle*
kid: MMOOOMMM!!! DDDAAAADDDD!!!!!!!!!!!
mommy: mommy's ignoring you!!!
daddy: go to bed!!!
kid: someone's in the bathroom...(hugs smchee)
(footsteps)
unknown guy: oh hi..what's your name?
kid: squee......
unknown guy: and what's your little friend's name over there?
squee: smchee.....
unknown guy: alright...since we have cross-paths..my name is johnny..you can call me nny for short...i'm your neighbour..
squee: ........
johnny: do you have a disinfectant?? i remember seeing a bottle....i can't find it....
*scruffle* *crash* *shuffle*
squee: ...............
johnny: sorry bout the window..i found it locked so i had to smash it...blah....blah....blah....
squee: .........(shivers)
johnny: ah! found it!! thanks...(move to window)
squee: ......
johnny: oh ya...and don't bother to lock your window next time..i'll be back...bye...(jumps out)
squee: MOOMMMMYYYY!!! DADDDDYYYYYY!!!!
mommy: i'm ignoring you!!!
daddy: go to bed already!!
THE END.
Copyrighted from Johnny the Homicidal Maniac..
{ book } Johnny the Homicidal Maniac
{ mood } wicked
Written by YiJern at 03:41 PM.
