Entries for November, 2008
i coloured a scan yesterday...it was hard...maybe because i'm a newbie...xD
i took hours just for mikan's hair...aihx..
and i used a whole bunch of layers...mikan's hair alone took about 4-5 layers...^^;
Layers:
Mikan's Hair: 5 layers
Natsume's Hair: 5 layers
Skin: 6 layers
Pants/Skirt: 4 layers
Shirt: 2 layers
Mikan's ribbon: 2 layers
Total: 24 layers... O.o
lol...ok...enough of blabbing...here it is!
Ori scan (see this first!!):
http://i281.photobucket.com/albums/kk213/YiJern/alice_95_027-1.jpg
My coloured one...
http://i281.photobucket.com/albums/kk213/YiJern/mikanhugnatsume.png
hehe....so..how? xD
i'd be colouring more the next few....weeks? lol...
ciao~
edit:
since no one read this post yet (T.T) i post another one...
Ori:
http://i281.photobucket.com/albums/kk213/YiJern/027_16842.jpg
Coloured:
http://i281.photobucket.com/albums/kk213/YiJern/MNhand.png
{ mood } chipper
Written by YiJern at 02:42 PM.
things have took a twist for the worst..or should i say HORRIBLE???
exam results are out..GRAHHHHH!!!
this year's report will be colourful..urgh...the worst results i have ever achieved in the 10 years of my bloody studies!!
all results are horrible...i didn't even get an A for english!!
i barely passed other subjects..50++, 60++..
thank god my chemi and mod maths got A's..if not i would really wanna suicide..
seriously..
and the marking scheme for moral is ABSURD!!! A-B-S-U-R-D!!!
can't blame pn.roselina for it....should blame pn. lam...dat "la-mey" (dat's wad jia min calls her)..
oh well....at least i passed moral....
aihx............
and maybe because of that..i mean..the BAD BAD HORRIBLE HORRIBLE results...my menstrual cycle went haywire...it's early by 10 days!! dat's bad isn't it? well...i told my mom already.........she said..nothing..oh well..
*shrugs*
and these days, i feel dizzy easily...no idea why...anemia? maybe...
or maybe...some other disease?
lol..
urgh.
{ mood } sick
Written by YiJern at 09:25 PM.
aahh!! i just had a deja vu just now....
freakyyy...
ANYWAY...that's not what i'm gonna blog today..
i'm gonna blog about school...
well...as you know..results are coming out and blah blah blah...bad bad results..
and it's the first time in mgs history that 100+++ students failed addmaths..and only 40++ passed...
and that's thanks to us, form 4 science students..
i was......shocked..i thought very little people failed only because the teachers seems to be attacking 4Sc1 the supposedly "genius, nerdy, geeky, hardworking" class..
well..so sorry that we aren't....maybe 3-4 people in the class...but not the majority of them..
mrs lee lectured us...mr chiang lectured us...we're gonna get TONS of exercises to do during the hols...aih..
so this hols would be...:
hols=homework=sad=stressed=annoyed=BAD!!!!!!!!!
aaahhhhhhhhhhh
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lol...so random..aih..
enough of depressing school...movies!
i'm currently downloading 4bia....but it's taking a LONG LONG time....aih...and that's only cd1...i can't dl 2 at once cz it's megaupload..i hate MU..
ish..
and i watched painted skin...it's quite nice...but the storyline is a lil' too simple and boring..
and guess wad...everyone's eyes looks like jing wen's eyes when she wears her black contact lens..lol..
i'll give painted skin 7/10...
the ost is nice though...downloaded it...xD
and my "chilwu"...it's taking FOREVER to download...i can't even watch the first episode yet...and i started to download it last month...oh god...
oh yea...tmr we'll be havin our class party...i hope the food will be good...and i'll have fun..xD gonna lepak tmr too...and tmr haf to go to anderson to test games..
aih....stupid telematch..
ah! come to think of it...i have bunch of bloody secretary work in front of me.....grahh...can i quit? i don't give a damn about co-curiculum marks....ish...
AIHX.....................
{ show } Painted Skin (画皮)
{ mood } listless
Written by YiJern at 11:12 PM.
today's saturday..
an unusually busy and hectic saturday..
8.00am - went to anderson to test the games for the telematch
9.00am - stupid people kept on making noise and getting on my nerves. got a headache from it.
10.00am - i'm supposed to leave but we were not done yet
10.30am - opop came. gate was locked. had to walk a whole way to the "back"
11.00am - bathed, rested a little while before goin jusco
12.00pm - reached jusco to find kar yen not waiting at the cinema as promised. turned out she, junne n waiyee was at sushi king... =.=;
12.15pm - ate 2 plates of sushi which cost me 11 bucks. (ouch!)
12.30pm - got a call from jin yuen to know that the DAMN STUPID BLOODY anderson boys did NOT ask permission from their principal. GRAHHHH!!!! how stupid can they be???????
1.00pm - went to get snacks to go in cinema. kang ye was late.
1.20pm - movie started. kang ye arrived.
2.30pm - i was thinking that the movie is dumb. stupid james bond. everything breaks so easily. ciplak stuffs..tsk tsk tsk..no storyline at all.
3.00pm - started yawning. couldn't sleep because didn't want to waste my 10 precious bucks..
3.40pm - movie almost at the ending. some malay guy spoke on his phone loudly that everyone shuushed him. some idiotic boys sitting at the row behind me wouldn't stop kicking my chair. damn them.
4.00pm - went to get mushymellow and cocktail sausage.
4.10pm - junne's aunt forgot to fetch her(us). =.=;
4.15pm - went to get some charcoal.
4.35pm - reached jing wen's house.
4.50pm - started to try to burn the charcoal. there was no fire starter. we ended up burning newspapers instead of charcoal.
5.10pm - someone appeared with 3 fire starters. jing wen had it all the time but she didn't know. =.=;
5.20pm - kar yen and jia min started singing "lies" and "haru haru".
After that i lost track of the time. i ate. i bbq-ed. i sang. i took pictures. i cheered. i watched komathy hand out presents. i fan-ned the charcoal til my face is super hot not to mention super sweaty. i washed the floor. i played mahjong (didn't win till kar yee n yee teng went home. xP)
i was the last to go home. aih.
OH YEA!!! something funny happened. jiamin nearly got up the wrong car. so funny. her dad called her. she thought her dad was outside. she looked through the window and thought she saw her father's car. she went out all excited. after 2 minutes, she came back saying that is not her car. everyone laughed. it turned out to be nikhita's car. silly jia min.
oh boy...i'm so sleepy and tired now. i wanna bath but i cant. no hot water....T.T
*yawnzZzz*
nite.
{ show } James Bond- Quantum of Solace
{ mood } groggy
Written by YiJern at 11:52 PM.
i made some wallies for jia min for her birthday..xD
heheh....
first one: http://i281.photobucket.com/albums/kk213/YiJern/cantstoplove.jpg
i used dj tukutz's pic..personally, i like this best..it's my current desktop! ^^
next: http://i281.photobucket.com/albums/kk213/YiJern/memoriesbrings2heartstogether.jpg
tablo!
next: http://i281.photobucket.com/albums/kk213/YiJern/itshardtosaygoodbye.jpg
mithra!! xD
next: http://i281.photobucket.com/albums/kk213/YiJern/tablodowhat.jpg
epik high!!! xP
and this is the same one as that but something blinks! xD
http://i281.photobucket.com/albums/kk213/YiJern/what-tablo-was-doing.gif
i made this one earlier...but i don't quite like it...wasn't really in d mood to do...i mean..i ran out of creativeness..
http://i281.photobucket.com/albums/kk213/YiJern/bewhatyouwannabe-tablo.jpg
heheh...so that's all...
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the other day i learnt a lot of things about my primary friends...because we were all gossiping..
now i just know that magdeline got transferred to main convent...and she's some sort bullied there...pity her...
and the hot topic of the gossip is "miss seduction"..
some form 3 gurl participated it in some pub among girls who are 20++
and guess what...she won it...and she wore a dress made out of condom..!! how disgusting is that...
and she's only 15!!! tsk tsk tsk..
what's wrong with the society these days????
not good not good...
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school ends today...and it didn't end well...
but i'm actually glad that it ended...i couldn't wait to leave school..
but the whole year just flew by...it did not pass by...it FLEW by...
everything happened so fast...
aih...
anyway..i'll be working during the hols...maybe i'll work for 1 month la...
i want to get the money to buy christmas presents..^^
not for friends...i don't think i'll want be seeing them anyway...xP
to be honest, i need a break from them...
ciao~
{ music } I We Were Together - SS501
{ show } 최강칠우(Choi Kang Chilwoo)
{ mood } aggravated
Written by YiJern at 05:12 PM.
grahhhhh!!! i wrote and posted so many pics and tabulas doesn't want to post it!!!!!!!!
T.T
i hate tabulas....
sobx...
wasted my time...
EDIT!!!
i posted it in BoomTrax..
it's in my links...
go check it out~ ^^
{ music } If We Were Together - SS501
{ show } MKMF 2008
{ mood } gloomy
Written by YiJern at 04:20 PM.
i've coloured another manga scan....xD
and of course..it's from gakuen alice...
i took a while to do this one...because many things came up...^^
here's d ori scan...
http://i281.photobucket.com/albums/kk213/YiJern/86Gakuen_Alice_v15_c86_028.jpg
and here's my coloured one..
there's 3 versions (diff shirt colour only)..because i dunno which one is nicer...
Ver 1: white shirts
Ver 2: Pink and white shirt
Ver 3: Pink and blue shirt
actually there's four of it...the fourth one is pink and yellow...but i deleted it..
yen said white+white is the nicest...but i want comments from other ppl...
i hope someone replies...xP
credits to ppl who posted tutorials on the net! xD
ciao~ gotta sleep...work tomorrow...^^
p/s: i got a new hair cut!! and i LOVE it!! ^^
p/p/s: omg! i totaly forgot...TOP kissed HYORI!!! and you can see the "yes! i finally kissed her" look on TOP's face..T.T sobx..i wanna be hyori....
p/p/p/s: yen just told me dat gd was bouncing after they got their award..he was so calm on the stage..lol...dorky gd..xD
{ music } Anyone of Us- Gareth Gates
{ show } MKMF 2008
{ mood } chipper
Written by YiJern at 12:11 AM.
finally i started my first day of work as a factory worker...
sewing underpants...
well...for my section, i'm only sewing on the labels..so it's pretty easy..
kar yee n ee jen were sewing the sides..
we were in different sections because my nose is sensitive to dust..i guess..
dat's why my mum told her boss to give me a less "dusty" job..
lol..
the job is pretty o-kay..
what sucked was the chair..i mean bench..the working bench..
it's hard..
there were no more cushions left so i was given cloth to sit on..
at first it was comfortable...after an hour or so...my butt started to be numb..
the cloth had lost all its "fluffiness"...
that's when my butt started to hurt...T.T
it still hurts now...
and my back bone...oh god...it hurts too..
man...i'm getting OLDDD...
xP
and while i was sewing...random big bang songs kept on playing in my head..
at first it was Sunset Glow..then it was Heaven....then it was Haru Haru...then it was Lies...
oh my....it kept on playing in my head like a CD player...
i'm glad of that...xD
ahahha..
ow ow ow ow .....my butt...T.T
{ mood } sore
Written by YiJern at 09:00 PM.
2nd day..
isn't as bad as the first..
got used to the numbness of the butt..
but oh boy......so many labels to sew on..
one bundle after another...and each bundle has at least 24 underpants..
and usually it's 48 per bundle..xS
and there's plenty of bundles in a huge basket for me to sew...
before i got halfway through...the supervisor adds some more into the basket...=.=;
swtttt..........
oh well..work is work..
kar yee n ee jen got a new thing to do...they had to cut the cloths i think...
or something like that...i'm not sure what is it either..but it seems hard..
lol..
today, my "CD player" was playing Wonder Girls' song- Eebabo aka This Fool..then it was playing SS501's Woo Ri Ham Geh Ra Myun aka If We Were Together...and the bad thing is...it suddenly played TVXQ's Wrong Number...oh god..
a HORRIBLE song..aih..thank god it didn't last long...and luckily it didn't play Mirotic...phew..
i'm sleepy and hungry right now....goin to eat....
sayonara~
p/s: i think i sewed quite a lot today...xD
{ music } The Best You Never Had- Leona Lewis
{ show } 최강칠우(Choi Kang Chilwoo)
{ mood } exhausted
Written by YiJern at 06:51 PM.
ever wonder some things which are out of the normal or maybe even out of this world??
well, i don't know about other people. i know i do.
have you ever wonder whether we're just living a dream up till now and when you die, you find out that you're just beginning your life?
well, i mean is that you're still just a baby in the "real" world and whereas the life you're living up until now is just a long, bad nightmare.
i have always wondered that. like seriously. i wished it will happen.
another thing,
have you ever wondered or even imagined that we're just like Barbie dolls to some other giant "real" creatures and they're just laughing at our stupid antics.
for example, the whole world cheers at "new" technology which they already considered as "old" or some war breaks out.
for all you know, those creatures would be laughing and pointing their finger at us like a good comedy show.
and who knows? this universe might just be in a reasonable sized box for the creatures to play with.
and also,
have you ever wondered whether does trees have spirits and they can move around?
i've been observing the trees which i pass by everyday to and fro from work.
the asoka tree looks like a very wise old man with straight long hair and bushy eyebrows as well as a bushy moustach and beard to match. they're planted in a straight line down tiger lane. that makes them look like spectators laughing as if they're saying "hahah! look at those fools!"
and the casuarina tree looks like a rich western duchess wrapped in thick fur coat and a headgear made of feathers.
and the palm tree planted almost everywhere looks like coco from foster's home for imaginary friends, the chicken.
and some other trees (i don't know the name of the trees), looks like spirits dancing gracefully.
oh yea! some bushy trees looks like those people with afros. those hip hop black dudes.
oh well, that's all. ciaoz.
{ music } Gossip Boy - Younha
{ show } 최강칠우(Choi Kang Chilwoo)
{ mood } curious
Written by YiJern at 11:04 PM.
work...work...work...
more tiring than school..
more painful than school..
more boring than school...
but..
you get paid....xD
but today's a saturday..
while others sleep in, i get up early to go to work...
regretted for working?
sort of...BUT!
at the end of it, i'll be wealthier, healthier and maybe a little crazier...xP
why?
because today my "CD player" in my head was playing Epik High's "One"..where it goes..
"Time is tickin' t-time is tickin' tickin' "
and that caused me to look at the big clock in front of me..
everytime i look at it...it's only one or two minutes pass...=.=||
so i came up with this dumb thing..
"Time is not tickin' t-time is not tickin' ticking,
Work is adding,
Back is hurting,
Ass is burning,
Oh my, what am I SINGING?????"
oh yea...that.
i wonder if i'll stay sane sewing labels everyday...
i think i could sew 40 labels on in just 10 minutes or less....
oh boyyyyyy.......
finally a day which i can rest....
gonna sleep in until....very late...xD
nitez....
{ music } White Lie- Lee Seung Ki
{ mood } sleepy
Written by YiJern at 11:10 PM.
this is a totaly random post..
i was bored...and i do not want to do my holiday homework...
so....
{ music } Scratch on the Heart- Younha
{ show } Gossip Boy MV
{ mood } bored
Written by YiJern at 07:42 PM.
This Sunday I would be praying for my both grandfathers who passed away. One 10 years ago, the other 6 years ago.
I'll pray that they'll be happy wherever they are now. Be it in heaven or rebirth as a human. I wish them happiness.
I miss them.
I had quite a lot of memories with my paternal grandfather than my maternal one. That's because my maternal grandfather got into a motorcycle accident and acted more like a helpless child during his final years. He had to recieve treatment, so he along with my grandmother and my uncle's family moved to KL. Thus, not much contact except during Chinese New Years.
My paternal grandfather. He's a real joker. He makes made many jokes which will remain in our hearts forever.
He used to wear sarongs at home. He had a small tuft of silver hair on his head. He had flabby skin out of old age. He had a lovely smile.
During his last day on this earth, he was on the hospital bed in Hospital Fatimah. Many tubes stuck out from him. I wasn't allowed to see him until it's time to go home.
I said goodbye to him and hugged him. For all I know, he's gone the next day. In the coffin, he looked pale with the white blocks of dry ice beside his head. Peaceful. His face read. I was too young to tell that then. (I was only 6)
I remember when we went to the crematorial site. I watched his coffin being pushed into the furnace. I cried. The next day we went to collect his ashes and bones. After that, we made our way to Lumut and let his ashes into the river. I remember getting on the ferry, at the window. I poured the ashes and flowers into the river.
Still, I was too young to really feel sad. Now, I kind of regret it.
While my maternal grandfather is another different story.
I was awaken in the middle of the night by my mother. About 11pm or maybe later. I was told that we're going to KL because he had passed away. I got ready and got into the car.
The sky at night is totaly different. It held many bright stars, shining and glittering in the dark. We went straight to my maternal grandmother's house in Kajang.
Usually when we go there, we'll take some weird route and end up getting further than we intended to. However that night, we didn't get lost in the dark. We went straight there.
We reached about 3am in the morning. I was wide awake. There were people from some Buddhist association chanting some prayers in front of my grandfather's dead body. They took turns chanting throughout the night.
I saw my grandfather's face. It was quite scary. His eyes were open. His mouth too. As if he was gasping for his last breath. His body was covered with a piece of yellow cloth but I could still see his bloated stomach.
The next day, a nun came and conducted some prayers. She told my grandmother that his eyes will slowly close if we keep on chanting. Then, the kids went out of the house because they were changing the clothes for him.
I stood outside with my cousins and my brother. Even so, I could still smell the rotting smell of the body. It was, honestly, horrible. I nearly threw up smelling that.
Then the coffin came and he was placed into the coffin. The smell was gone by then. I remember playing with my younger cousins. I was laughing. I know now that it was wrong. I didn't realise that then. I was only 11.
Later, the coffin was moved into the "van" and we walked behind it slowly until the end of the road. I walked beside my grandmother and my mother. They were crying. My eyes were dry until I saw tears in theirs.
Then we got to the crematorial site. My father drove us there with my uncle's car. It was an automatic geared car. My father didn't realise that he didn't put down the hand brake until quite a while. Amazingly, the car did move.
After the whole thing was over, we wore bright coloured clothes according to tradition. We went home then.
Maybe, if I was closer with him, I would have been better at it.
Anyways, nobody lives forever. Everyone has to go. It's only the matter of time.
{ mood } nostalgic
Written by YiJern at 09:52 PM.
What do I do with my friends?
That can be observed through the below pics.
fight...eat...sleep....pose...funny faces...random pics...
weird poses...
ohhhh yea...
where have all the days went?
p/s: i joined d pics in a hurry...so it's ugly..
{ music } Love Story- Rain
{ mood } dorky
Written by YiJern at 10:29 PM.
the internet connection is driving me crazy!!!!
GRAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
what the heck is streamyx doin?????
ISH!
{ mood } cranky
Written by YiJern at 02:06 PM.
